▲Next Level▲

i'm ready. i'm ready to work and make money and to create and be out in the world. despite some recent setbacks, i have to regard them as peripheries and like a sport or anything else, i have to keep my eye on the target and not lose sight of my goals. i have faith that these things will work themselves out (as things often do) and in the grand scheme of things, they will play the part they're meant to. i accept the fact that i'm happy and thriving, with an open heart and mind and a drive to really embrace life and all it's little variables. a change is taking place inside of me. i'm ready for what comes next.

is this for real?

guess not.

Salem

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so, not feeling so good. wouldn't say i'm sick exactly, but could be if i don't rest and get better. man, i wanted to work on my project all this week but haven't really been able to do much, even missed class yesterday. guess i better rest. boy i needa rub...

the eternal sea

i wish i knew how to swim. i'd jump into the ocean and swim out into the cold darkness. don't know if i'd want to return...

o.o OO.oo. oO.O.oo.o .o.o.o. oO o

so much bubbling underneath this etched headplate... man, i am so emotionally exhausted...

so much for getting out of the apt before 5; will i ever experience sunshine again?

oOoOO - NoSummr4u

listen to on repeatx∞

(lyrics)

Take me, take me to the water
Summertime, summertime
Maybe, we can fall in love
Summertime, summertime

I listen to the rain outside
Feel like I almost have to die
I really want you
To come and take me far away
I want to say

I want to say

Let's go away
Let's get away

Take me, take me to the water
Summertime, summertime
Maybe, we can fall in love
Summertime, summertime

I'm burning, lying on the sand
You come and take my hand
I can't believe it's true
But there's nothing here left to do
I hear, I hear you say

Let's go away
Let's get away

Take me
Summertime, summertime
Take me
Summertime, summertime
Water
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)
Maybe
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)
Take me
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)