is this for real?

guess not.

Salem

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so, not feeling so good. wouldn't say i'm sick exactly, but could be if i don't rest and get better. man, i wanted to work on my project all this week but haven't really been able to do much, even missed class yesterday. guess i better rest. boy i needa rub...

the eternal sea

i wish i knew how to swim. i'd jump into the ocean and swim out into the cold darkness. don't know if i'd want to return...

o.o OO.oo. oO.O.oo.o .o.o.o. oO o

so much bubbling underneath this etched headplate... man, i am so emotionally exhausted...

so much for getting out of the apt before 5; will i ever experience sunshine again?

oOoOO - NoSummr4u

listen to on repeatx∞

(lyrics)

Take me, take me to the water
Summertime, summertime
Maybe, we can fall in love
Summertime, summertime

I listen to the rain outside
Feel like I almost have to die
I really want you
To come and take me far away
I want to say

I want to say

Let's go away
Let's get away

Take me, take me to the water
Summertime, summertime
Maybe, we can fall in love
Summertime, summertime

I'm burning, lying on the sand
You come and take my hand
I can't believe it's true
But there's nothing here left to do
I hear, I hear you say

Let's go away
Let's get away

Take me
Summertime, summertime
Take me
Summertime, summertime
Water
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)
Maybe
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)
Take me
Summertime, summertime
(we can fall in love)

truth

my knowledge is my own and i'm certainly no one's teacher. what i choose to share (through creation) is what can be absorbed by others. my brain hurts ::sigh::

powder and smoke

My goals are not to make money but to produce good work. Obviously I need money to live in this modern world we occupy but I see money as more of an end result of hard work. I am a hard worker but only for the things that matter; and we all have our own unique set of priorities. That's why my next big project will probably (realistically) be completed late 2011/early 2012. I want to do the best work I can possibly do. And Ain Soph Aur, now being a multimedia project, the end product being what it is and by the sheer scope of it, it would obviously be a more arduous task to complete a project now than any stale fashion show would be in the past. And me not being the most wealthy person I know, it will take time to fund every single aspect of it, so patience is now a key element in realizing my goals. I wouldn't be satisfied with anything less than perfect.

Robyn - Live at Nobel Peace Prize Concert 2010

Jag vet en dejlig rosa

Dancing On My Own
Indestructible

Be Mine (2008)

With Every Heartbeat (2008)

Butter

its peculiar! its quite peculiar!

My life, in a pile of stuff...

Permanent state of hesitancy

Fuck you! I'm gonna keep on fucking hesitating until i'm fucking certain. Goodfuckingnight.

I ♥ Ssstatic

untrue

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with people, in general. I know it's the hermit in me saying these things but sometimes it doesn't seem worth it. It can be overwhelming at times because you let people in and it really gives them a certain power over you to infiltrate your thoughts; saying it can be annoying would probably be an understatement. I hold grudges, it's true. Maybe i should have expressed myself better at the time. Maybe I'll get over it with time.

I want to see this shit SO bad

roll call!

More of Burial's favorites

Digital Mystikz - Misty Winter

El-B

Totally digging this shit. This is what inspired Burial to make music.

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n

I don't react to everything (I have been known to be emotionally absent, at times) but i do get annoyed. I can't help it. It is what it is.